It’s a struggle to find yourself in god again after you have backslided. I myself have been saved twice. First-time was in April 2010 when I gave my life to god and accepted Jesus as my lord and saviour. For a long while I was good with god , but life and pressures of social life got the better of me , my focus in god diverted to other things and as a result I backslided and never made time to praise, honor and worship god like I did before. What is amazing is that all that happened during those hard times led me to realize that I need god more than ever before and so in 2016 beginning of the year I got saved again and I made god to be the centre of my life and I did everything for his glory.I started growing more in the things of god. I found my purpose in him and I see his glory upon my life through his grace.
Jeremiah 3:22 “Return, you backsliding children, and I will heal your backslidings”
Any of us have the potential to fall but it is how we rise again and reconnect with god fully and wholeheartedly by keeping his commandments that we may be blessed with spiritual growth and wisdom.